Me and him we can basicly be who we want around eachother.. he was my bestfriend before i found out he liked me. He Listened to me talk about all these other guys that liked me, but then i found out that the one guy that was perfect enough for me, the one that would treat me right, the one that would be there with me by my side, the one i could trust finally. was the guy that i never thought id ever be able to say 'i love you' too. Sometimes in life we search for emeralds an rubies but dont realize until later on, that we had diamonds with us the whole time. He waited for me, just when i thought all guys are the same, that they'd all lie, an be fake.. the realest one shows me that hes all mine. People look at me like im crazy an state that 'ive lost mind', well, if love is just as perfect as us two, more better than any other 2 people, than i guess what they say is true. Whos complaining in the first place? He makes me believe that, yes there is alot of assholes out there that i get attracted too, but then theres some good guys out there that i let pass by. Good guys still exist, but i never thought it'd be possible for me to fall in love with one so close to me. More importantly i never thought id fall in love at all..... well i guess you could call it that if you want. but who knows for sure. . . You could say Fate brought it to my attention but, its Fate i fear will then pull us apart in the end... one thing i can say about him is that, he gives me hope. <3 Your the Best Jakob.<3 -Shenzi.Leilani.
